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11 January 2012 @ 06:12 am

Suddenly i found myself crying over something i didn't want to wait for. Suddenly i feel emotionally lonely. Is it my heart or my body needs? Is it because of the romantic novels i've been reading lately?

I want to experience so many things..

I want to pursue instead of being pursued. I wish i was able to date. Yes, sometimes i am simply a woman.

I enjoy being single but i still want something more. I want the blissful feeling of being in love and being loved in return. I want to wake up to the warmth of a man beside me. I want to cuddle, kiss, and blush.

I can go on forever. I guess i just have to wait some more. It's not like i can do anything about it. I can only dream.

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27 December 2011 @ 04:01 pm
♣ There is a rumor that Kuroki Meisa and Kitayama Hiromitsu (Kis-My-Ft2)! I don't mind at all. I like them both and I think they make a lovely couple. Fans need to give celebrities a break. *sigh*

♣ According to Oricon Style readers:

Which Male Celebrity Would You Like as Your Lover?

01 Mukai Osamu ♥♥♥ I'm happy that he is getting more popular but sad because now people would try to steal him from me!
02 Fukuyama Masaharu
03 Sakurai Shou
04 Aiba Masaki
05 Ohno Satoshi
06 Kimura Takuya
07 Matsumoto Jun
08 Okada Masaki
09 Matsuzaka Toori
10 Mizushima Hiro

I can't believe these people! Where is Miura Haruma, Kamenashi Kazuya, Nishikido Ryou, and Yamapi?!

Which Female Celebrity Would You Like as Your Lover?

01 Ayase Haruka ♥
02 Aragaki Yui ♥
03 Kitagawa Keiko
04 Miyazaki Aoi
05 Ueto Aya ♥
06 Horikita Maki ♥
07 Sasaki Nozomi
08 Nagasawa Masami
09 Kashiwagi Yuki
10 YUI ♥♥♥

The female list make more sense. I want to add Nakashima Mika and Namie Amuro~ ;D

♣ I watched the first two episodes of SNSD and The Dangerous Boys reality show and I must say I'm impressed with the girls. Although sometimes I wonder if it's all staged, but the involvement of the parents/teachers makes it look real. I like Sunny's boy because he seems more decent out of the rest. His rapping is cool and all he needs is to put more effort into studying.

♣ Why is there too many dramas I want to watch lately?! I think I need to cut my list because I'm going crazy here. Let me write a list here and see what I get.

OOO Skip Beat (twdrama) I'm watching this because I enjoyed the anime. I thought Ivy Chen was adorable in Hear Me (a very sweet movie) Donghae is my favorite SUJU member after Yesung. I don't like Siwon's acting so I was upset he was casted but I'll try to ignore him. lol

X? Padam Padam (kdrama) Anyone watching this? I have a feeling that I'm not going to like this.. I LOVE Kim Bum and Jung Woo Sung is an impressive actor but I'm still not interested! I don't know. Should I drop this?

X Flower Boy Ramen Shop (kdrama) I watched the first two episodes and I'm not sure I want to see more. The story is too repetitave and I can list way too many dramas that are similar to this one. I'm dropping this. Jung Il Woo, sorry!

O A Thousand Kisses (kdrama) I downloaded 33 episodes (17 more and I'm done) but I'm still waiting for the subtitles.. I can't let this one go because I have a soft spot for Ji Hyun Woo. *gets drowned*

O A Thousand Days’ Promise (kdrama) I'm saving this one for a blue day. The story is sad and the ending too. Yup, this one is a keeper.

OOO The Musical (kdrama) I LOVE LOVE LOVE this drama! XD// Subtitles are slow but I will wait because the cast rocks! The story is lovely and I'm in LOVE. *sigh*

OOO High Kick! The Revenge of the Short Legged (kdrama) Hilarous and fun! I want this drama to go on forever!

OOO What's Up? (kdrama) DEASUNG! ENOUGH SAID. ♥♥♥

X Ouran High School Host Club (jdrama) Why? Why? Why?

O Watashi Ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu (jdrama) I can't drop this. I really can't. Karina, Yoshitaka Yuriko, and Nakao Akiyoshi (Dragon Zakura) are all brilliant and it's a story about women so I'm definitely watching.

OOO Boku to Star no 99 Nichi (jdrama) I reached episode 8 and I'm loving this drama. Kohei is so adorable and handsome. I want to eat him. YUM. x3♥

O? Kaito Royale (jdrama) Anyone watching this? I don't even know why I was interested in the first place.. Wait, my cousin likes Chansung (2PM) and I wanted to give her a present. I wonder if his role is any good.

OOO Me Too Flower (kdrama) Have I mentioned that I'm in love with this drama? I'm thinking of watching King of Baking, Kim Tak Goo just because I'm falling for Yoon Shi Yoon (also Joo Won is driving crazy in Ojakgyo Brothers "a drama I'm watching on KBS WORLD for eye candy"). MTF is a MUST WATCH YO! hehe

O? Yokai Ningen Bem (jdrama) I watched everything Kame was a lead in but I'm not sure about this drama. Is it any good?

O Kingyo Club (jdrama) Typical story but it reminds me of Koizora and the leads are cute so I'm content. :D

♣ Movies time! haha xD Anyways, I watched Sunny (kmovie) and I'm not sure if it's just me but the story have a western feel to it. The music, clothes, and the story is not unique. The only thing that saved the movie was the ending. I'm not going to spoil the story because it's worth watching at least once.

Movies on my watch list (downloading/waiting-for-subs): Mr. Idol (kmovie), Blind (kmovie), Children Who Chase Lost Voices from Deep Below (jmovie), Cyrano Agency (kmovie), Finding Mr. Destiny (kmovie), Hindsight (kmovie), Psychic AKA Haunters (kmovie), Rough Cut (kmovie), Runway Beat (jmovie), Byakuyakou (jmovie), Raiou (jmovie), Akunin (jmovie), Party wa Owatta (jmovie), Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo ♥! (jmovie)

Now I'm going to watch Paradise Kiss (jmovie)! *excited*
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Current Music: You and I by IU
21 December 2011 @ 11:55 pm
그남자 (That Man) by 백지영 (Baek Ji Young)

One man loves you
That man loves you with all his heart
Everyday like a shadow he follows you around
When that man smiles he is crying on the inside

How much longer
Do I have to just look at you alone
This love like the wind
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

That man is very shy
So he learned how to laugh
There is so much that can't be said even amongst close friends
That man's heart is full of scars

So that man
Loved you because you were the same
Just another fool
Just another fool
Is it wrong to ask you to hold me once before you leave?
I want to be loved..its true
Every day inside...Inside his heart...He shouted and
That man is by your side again today

Do you know that I'm that man?
You wouldn't act this way if you knew
You wouldn't know because you're a fool

How much longer
Do I have to look at you like this alone?
This stupid love
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
If I take one step forward you take two steps back
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

Let's start nowCollapse )
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Current Music: Ugly Truth by Brown Eyed Girls
21 December 2011 @ 08:56 pm
[○1] 마이 프린세스 / My Princess
[○2] 시크릿 가든 / Secret Garden
[○3] 시티헌터 / City Hunter
[○4] 여인의 향기 / Scent of a Woman
[○5] 49일 / 49 Days
[○6] 드림하이 / Dream High
[○7] 넌 내게 반했어 / You've Fallen For Me
[○8] 하이킥! 짧은 다리의 역습 / High Kick! The Revenge of the Short Legged
[○9] 영광의 재인 / Glory Jane
[1○] 나도, 꽃! / I'm a flower too!

I plan to make best moments post for each drama ;D
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Current Music: Turn It Up by Pixie Lott
20 December 2011 @ 06:17 pm
I quit my job! That's why I'm here. haha

I got a teaching job on the 6th of Sep but I handed in my resignation on the 15th of Dec. My dream job turned out to be in my dreams. Teachers used to be respected but in these days, teachers are stepped on by everyone. Now I know why this generation kids are spoiled and have no manners at all. If you are going to hide behind your mommy whenever you did something wrong and got punished for it, then I have no hope for you. Anyways, I didn't quit just because I was suffocating (Seriously, I got sick and then recovered then sick again after two or three days) but because I am expecting a call from Bahrain Ministry of Interior. They were happy with my resume and I am waiting for them to call me for an interview. Wish me luck! I am also planning on getting my Masters and my driving license (I have fear of driving but I will try my best!) in order to improve myself more.

Since I will have more time at home, I plan to move in a room by myself. When we moved into this house, I originally had a room for myself but then Dalal and I decided to share a my room and turn hers into a dressing room (like celebrities xD). The idea was cool at the time but now I wish we didn't think of it. I have no privacy and I can't sleep whenever I want to because we have a television in the room. After Sara got married and left her room, no one used her room because it's on the third floor and stands on its own on the roof of the house (I plan to post a picture later), so I plan to make the room my own.
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Current Music: Time Travel by Spitz
12 March 2011 @ 07:21 pm
I hope everyone in Japan is safe! It seems like life is getting more and more bleak for me. First the complications in Bahrain (Egypt, Libya, Yemen) and now it's Japan! I hope there won't be more loses and I'll pray for their safety.

Here in Bahrain, I don't feel like I'm living in my country anymore. When people who smile at you all their lives and then suddenly turn against you. I know how that feels now. It's not pleasant and it's scary. I am so depressed lately. I keep trying to overlook it all but everyday I hear something new. More people going on the street. More people being attacked. It's insane. I don't even know how I have the energy to go to work daily. It's funny. I don't feel like doing anything. I try to busy myself with dramas/anime but who am I kidding.. *sigh*

I guess I have to be stronger to get through this. Stay safe my loved ones and cherish every moment you live peacefully.

Love you~ ♥
Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
Current Music: Wanna Be Like U by C.N.BLUE
04 February 2011 @ 06:29 am


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25 January 2011 @ 08:42 pm
I just got back from Makka after spending seven days there. I had a nice break from work and I'm glad I won't get back to working until Monday. I'm seriously thinking of changing jobs cause the one I have is killing my social life. I got a phone call before my flight about a position for me as a teacher in a private company. They'll call me back tomorrow and I hope that it would be a good chance for me to flee from my current job. Working in the airport is not something I wanted to do but you don't get your dream job the moment you graduate. You gotta hate life until you get it. lol

I have a wedding on Thursday so yay for a party. My cousin is getting married (finally!). He doesn't have the best personality so I hope the bride can turn him into a man. Anyways, I hope they will be happy. I just can't wait to wear the outfit I bought. *misses parties* 8D

Anyone watching Dream High? I only watched the first episode and I'm excited. I'm a huge fan of Kim Soo Hyun (since I saw him in Will if Snow for Christmas?) and I also like Ham Eun Jung (for her role in Coffee House). *super glad* ♥!
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Current Music: Running & Running by MBLAQ
17 August 2010 @ 10:32 pm
I'm having the anime/manga withdrawal symptom which I hope will go away soon. I have so many unfinished ones. The reason must be: According to mydramalist, I watched 127 drama (+ 62 movie)! & I plan to watch 25 drama (+ 20 movie). However, I am still faithful to Kimi ni Todoke. I finished the anime and I'm reading the manga as well. The reason must be: There is a movie adaptation starring Miura Haruma and Tabe Mikako! ♥♥♥
Current Music: The Long Time Now by Aikiko Yano